Shameless ranting.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

I knew more than I knew before.

Why do people hurt so much? Why do I choose the wrong people?

Are we built to self-destruct, destroy; to disappoint?

Will I have the rest of my life to look forward to? Will things be different?

Am I a horrible person? Why am I getting trampled on?

What should I change about myself? I have a fear of anger, I had a fear of anger; it drives people to craziness. Why have I given in? I don't want to be angry, but it seems inevitable. Will he get what he deserves in the end? Does he know I'm talking about him, does he know what I'm talking about?
When will the next significant person in my life come along? Why won't they hurry? I'm drowning.

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